Wednesday, October 10, 2012
All Day, All Night, WTF!!! ... but seriously.
So today as I was checking my e-mail I came across one from the Ministry of Education in Spain offering me a position to teach in Madrid for THIS year. As in start ASAP. I died a little inside and almost threw up and then just started crying. This is the same program that I applied to when we were still at UConn, the same one I had given up on because my application number was so high...I never thought in a million years they would accept me now. Unfortunately I have commitments in the good ol USA for the year (a job and an apartment) and I realized a long time ago I would have to wait until next year, but never thought I'd have to decline a placement. Why couldn't they just reject me!! Tara, I guess the psychic was right when she said I'd get in but I wouldn't go. I know everything happens for a reason and it will all work out as it should but it is going to hurt like a bitch to send them an e-mail back saying I can't accept. AHHH and the irony is I have Spanish class in a few hours...but things could be worse, like what if I had never gotten into the London program and never met all of you! Right now I wish we were squished around Flat 14's raggedy old couches drinking hot chocolate with EXTRA Bailey's and deciding whether or not we liked Christine's class tonight. Ok I'm done being sad just wanted to share this news. Love love loveee you alllll
Chrissy
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"deciding whether or not we liked Christine's class" hahahah literally just laughed out loud :)
ReplyDeleteI love the title of your post Chrissy!! haha
ReplyDeleteEverything happens for a reason!! You are meant to be in the US right now. I hope everything is going well, miss you!!
Aww Chrissy! That is so crazy.. maybe this means i will meet Robert the firefighter after all!! woah
ReplyDeleteI know it is going to be really hard to turn it down but you are really happy with your babies and there is always next year or the year after. Plus now you have more time to learn Spanish so when you do go and teach in Spain you will be ahead of the game. Think of this as an extra boost of confidence because now you know you still made it in even when you didn't think you had a chance. So you will have no problem when you are ready to move away from the awesome nannying job, and apartment in Boston near the cute college frat boys :)
Everything happens for a reason! Love ya girl. XOXO